Was fucking this girl yesterday and she was seemingly really into it, but I'm always suspicious of people who are really into it, I'm always thinking they're acting, I guess this is because one she-psycho in the past did this to me for what ended up being completely insane reasons and mini-ruined sex for me somewhat permanently on this axis, oh well. Anyway, this girl was into it, but she kept saying my name, like, it was so weird, we barely even know each other and she's saying my name like that, unironically if she kept saying she loved me, she wanted to be my hole forever, whatever, it would have been fine, but my name was just, it took me out of it a bit every time she did it. In the end I don't think she was acting. It's so bad that I can't even just enjoy sex properly and get out of my head and let myself go completely anymore.